end of CNY Day 1.

Went to Marina on CNY Eve to watch fireworks as with the last 2 years. The crowd changes every yr. First yr i was part of a BIG crowd, last yr i was half of a lonely couple, this yr... a new group with new additions.

It's such a hassle to organise CNY visitations. Terrible trying to please everyone. people will onli go if
1. the timing is rite
2. the crowd is rite
3. the mood is rite
can't stand it when i try to fit everyone's schedule, but some just r hesitant abt joining in becos of the 'crowd', commitment-phobic, and others just dun appreciate my point of hoping to see everyone enjoying themselves as an inclusive group. when i complain abt this, i can just foresee people saying - if it's that difficult then i can go without them... wah liew... life seriously sucks. I think i really hate organising such things. yea i know i have close frens reading this - if u r wondering as u read if u r the one who's causing my frustrations, then heck... dun say anything to me if u have nothing good to say.

CNY - a time of gathering with long-lost relatives, i met up with cousins and aunties i only get to meet a couple of times a yr. one joyful thing is that this yr the idols are finally out of the hse of my fav aunt!! been praying for her for yrs cos she's my nanny since young. she finally accepted jesus and got baptised last dec, and this yr when i went her hse all the idols were gone... Praise God! it sure feels good to see Satan get his butt kicked.

PS: for those who r curious, the interview sucked... or rather i sucked during the interview... dun bother asking me wat happened, i just didn't feel the 'thing' i would feel during a potentially successful interview...